worldwithoutcolor: while wanting more ($ He lives the everyday)
Ryuugamine Mikado [ 竜ヶ峰 帝人 ] ([personal profile] worldwithoutcolor) wrote in [personal profile] aureately 2014-07-07 03:14 am (UTC)

audio | dragonhaven | day 6

I wish you were here.

If it'd been... if it hadn't been you... you'd be with me right now, wouldn't you. Just like Asuna-chan is. Every day.

[His tone is surprisingly level compared to previously, but it's not happy. It's flat, almost apathetic-sounding.]

She deserves better than this. But I... I don't... She makes some of it easier, but...

[He exhales sharply, impatiently, but his voice remains the same.]

She just... looks so sad. I tell her I'm okay, but... you know I suck at lying. You'd probably know just what to say, though.

[A pause.]

I don't want her to worry anymore, or to push herself too much, but... what can I tell her? As soon as I wake up, I remember everything and start all over. It's like... every day's the same. It's not getting any easier. So... I just keep lying to everyone. I can barely do that, though.

...I just don't know anymore.

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